cinta itu kamu #1

Sekiranya cinta melukiskan bahagiamu malam ini.

Aku inginkan ia setia mendampingi di setiap jejakmu.

Menjagamu dari setiap luka yang coba mengecupmu.

Kuasamu atas hatiku menambah belantara rindu yang tak putus putus menciumi titik pengakhirannya.

Merunduk malu dalam hasrat yang bergegas tulus untuk mencintaimu selamanya.

Tak lelah menapak dalam jejak yang tertatih- tatih menuju rumah hatimu.

Hanya padamu, kucari segala muara untuk bahagia yang kucercap di bibir yang tak lagi punya kata untuk memuji dan berjanji.

Aku cinta, ternyata!

My Little Heart

I asked my heart. It proper me with you? The story has ended. Tell the sadness my heart. I want to replay the story of love as we live. I want to express to the world, I still love you ........
Maybe I can not forget you. Because you are my heart always, always imagined, always remembered, you are far away .......

do you know? #4

I want a boy best friend who will call me beautiful, and like my photos on facebook, commenting them saying things such as the fact he’s proud to have me as a bestfriend. One that I can call up, crying about other boys, and him saying he’ll beat the shit out of them for me. A boy bestfriend who will drive me around like he’s my big brother, and kiss me on my cheek/forehead when he knows I’m upset. One who becomes friends with my boyfriend and one who calls me up to see what I’m doing. I want a boy best friend who will tell me when I’m wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me and protect me from all the other boys.

do you know? #3

I know you like me. You told me. And I think I like you. But here’s the problem: I’m scared. I’m scared of opening up. I’m scared of letting you in. I'm scared to kiss you. I don’t want you to wake up one day and realize you don’t like me. Because if you did, I would break, and it wouldn't look like it from the outside, but on the inside, I would be crumbling.

about relationship

Relationships do not get easier.  Every day is a struggle.  Every day is a battle.  It doesn`t get easier with time.  In fact, it gets harder.  The secret is finding someone who`s willing to be weak and strong with you at the same time.  The secret is finding someone who`s willing to work with you and who will push you, challenge you, make it harder for you to leave. The beauty is in the struggle.

do you know? #2

I don’t need you to see that it’s killing me. So don’t you worry about me. Don’t ask me how I am. You already know the answer. Don’t say we can still be friends, you know we can’t. There’s too much to leave behind, and I can’t do it. I can’t pretend nothing ever happened and we were never more than what we are now. I can’t. I just can’t.

do you know? #1

Do you know that when a boy breaks a girl's heart, its much, much, much more than you know it affected her? That her tears are not only to show how much it hurt but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did she did wrong? That when she looks at the photos of you with her, she tries to tear it but can't because they're very beautiful memories to keep? That she can't throw away the gifts and carefully preserved chocolate you gave her because you gave it to her? That whenever she thinks of the "I love you" words you told her, she mutters "I love you, too" but realizes she can't say it anymore? That its like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes? NO. You don't know what it feels like. You don't know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled. And its taken very seriously because, once a girl loves, a girl really loves.